— Your work often engages with layered and complex histories — how do you approach the challenge of making the history visible, while being attentive to their complexity, silences, or absences?
— The challenge of making history visible, for me, is about my choice of source materials—whether written documentation, photograph or historical research. Taking my projects about my family history, the photographs I’ve sourced are not connected to my grandparents’ experiences exactly, but they are sourced and chosen specifically to visualise other instances of similar contexts, so that the visuals feel historically true to what was happening. What is important to me is being clear about where my sources come from, for that element of ‘truthfulness’, and also trying not to manipulate them too much, to just respond to what’s there.
In translating a photograph into a drawing, or a piece of text into an illustration, obviously, there's a shift: I am layering in my own interpretation, my potential bias, and my own aesthetic approaches as well. The image is going to change, and it will be filtered by my hands and my making. When working with history, I find it challenging to work with images that don’t come from specific, connected contexts, so I am always careful about selecting my source materials – as I said, trying to aim for something that feels ‘true’, even if the image, the crop, the emphasis etc. might change in my drawing. Part of what image-making can do is to layer in additional aspects, which happens often in a quite subtle way: it might be colour, or might be through framing images slightly differently to create focus of somewhere else, to allude to a bigger question etc.
— In your work, you bring together multiple methods to navigate diverse voices — almost as if continually testing and seeking an alternative vantage point from which to view yourself. This seems closely tied to negotiations of selfhood and belonging. How do you see your practice—not just as an outcome, but as an ongoing process—shaping or reshaping your own sense of identity?
— I've come to see it more and more like that – with some projects anyway, that they are very much about reshaping and re-evaluating my own sense of identity. The idea of belonging and selfhood does feel very present. The projects we’ve talked about today really rest on my German heritage, and also of being someone who didn't grow up in Germany but grew up in the UK in a German family. I think most people who have that kind of experience of not growing up in the country that their families are from, or the country that holds their mother tongue, feel a bit of gap to their home country, or their heritage. In a way that can be challenging, but it can also be an interesting in terms of allowing for more distance and space to the more difficult histories. At least that's what I’ve experienced. I think it has allowed me to look from a slightly different vantage point than, say, my cousins or friends in Germany might be able to, in relation to the same histories. That’s obviously not true for everybody, it’s a generalisation, but one which feels true for me.